I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.
It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.
It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.
And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm
I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.
It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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2:22 AM
And sometimes, I wish...
- I was born without a heart. - I could run away from what's hurting me. - I could wear a mask all the time. - I could sleep and wake up to find the world is actually beautiful. But, it's all just remains as wishes. It's all never gonna come true. I could go on wishing yet knowing, it all isn't about me. I always fall, at the hands of the loved ones. I'm a sucker for it.
Again in all, I wish. I. AM. NOT. HERE. AT. ALL. IN. THE. FIRST. PLACE.
It shall stay as a wish, an act of delusion. 'Cause it's not ever gonna happen. I'm already here, so there's no going back. FAT HOPE.
I don't think I have any reasons to feel like the way I'm feeling now, it's just wrong. I've got what I need but yet, why? Why do I feel this emptiness? It's like a hole; I'd tried every means to fill that fails me all the time.
Tears, they flow. My heart, it aches. Will it ever feel better? No, for I'll not let it feel again. I shall guard it, keep it in a safe. Take it far away, somewhere out there, where no one's gonna find it again. I'd tried, I'd fight. I've done my best. Only at the end of the day, I'm still that abandoned girl everyone else left behind. @
1:50 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Guess I'm gonna die one day. From drinking. Drinking is my life. HAHA. I've been drinking since wednesday till today. I AM AN ALCOHOLIC! :D
I am Auntie Missy too. Everyone just turns to me when they have problems. Maybe by talking to me, they'll feel better and all? I'm just glad I'm of help. LOL. But at the end of the day, did I help?
Do I really look as happy-go-lucky? Don't I have problems myself? I don't know, 'cause sometimes I don't even know myself. HOW NICE.
'Nuff. I'm outta here. It makes no sense. I'm just happy that blogger is functioning well. BYE. @
11:22 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
The 707th post. 3.02am. Aimless. How nice. Have a lot running through my head though, gonna call it a night soon.
