I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.
It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.
It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.
And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm
I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.
It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Rest In Peace Grandpa. @
10:37 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
my brother've got 41 posts on his blog, while i had 401 posts(excluding this entry). that's like 10% of mine only!! he's an on and off blogger, while i'm more expressive.
recently, i've been having the dreams, may it be different, but the endings are always the same. it's an outcome that quite a handful of people would be happy to hear and see it happen, but it'll sure be a tough time for me.
4 more days to the showing of "High School Musical" on channel 5, i can't wait!!! furthermore it's a sing-along version.
WHOOOPPEEEE~
Hi,my name is Anabelle Jolyn ChuaSiewTeng and I want to be your priority.
@
11:46 PM
AN ARRAY OF PEEKTURES WITH THE WEEKEND MOB.
it started with this,'cause i'm utterly bored.with a picture of my unglam brother doing his project.and xiaowei assissting him.very soon,we're in cahoots. me messing with her name,and her doreamon pouch (the middle-finger wasn't on intention).i was still bored after that,so we called the mcdelivery for munchies.this is the aftermath of my doings,while waiting for the eats,Yongqie and Space to come.
@
11:11 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
it's always all about you and your say, and when things go wrong, i'm always the one at fault.
i've enough of all these nonsense, not like i never told you before, not once or twice too.
why not the both of us just let go, don't wait till things get too ugly between us, and there's still chances of being friends.
don't ever say you never did do anything behind my back, everyone knows the answer, i don't think we need to spell it out yea?
i didn't wanna be fake, i'm just returning favors, how's you like it so far?
from now on, be prepared. 'cause i'm a different me already, not one of your beck and call anymore.
FREAK OFF. @
12:58 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
woke up at 10.30am to go to the doctor, got home at 12 noon. taken the medicines prescribed and went back to sleep, woke up at 6.30pm for dinner, and doze off at 8pm to 11pm.
headed out for supper, with my brother,xiaowei,space and yongqie. nice company!
feeling all so sick and upset. i'm getting emo again, gah. mind over matter!
actually i'm moving on just fine, but sometimes, i don't know what's got into me, that i'll tend to look back.
not regretting for sure, just sort of reminisce i guess. i wish for the time of the past, where there used to be no worries at all.
I've been dull. @
2:46 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
i'm sick sick sick! so sick! ):
cough,sore throat,flu; man,it sucks! totally can~
the illness is putting me down, i'm feeling sooooo miserable!
gonna go to the doctor tomorrow, hope i'll get well soon. @
1:23 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
had a little too much to drink on friday at Zouk, and i didn't go home. went off for the tuition session opposite, after my morning showers.
got back home to rest; for the night waiting ahead. goddad's birthday celebration, had a surprise planned for him.
had my meal of the day at sky, food's still alright. drank a couple of glasses, and i was all excited for the surprise.
shortly after the sing-along birthday song, and the terrible bartop dancers' performance; my surprise present for him's up.
i got my cousin;pat, to do a bartop dance for my goddad, and to trash all the dancers there. they were really horrible.
i shan't elaborate more on the details of the dance, 'cause it all got pretty wild, and obsence.
wasn't in a good mood at the end of the day, and up till now. i've gone through some mails, and found out some things in common.
how much was given, all the hurtings and abuses. the love was so overwhelming, yet it's taken granted for.
i look up to you, really do. to see that you still hold a place in his heart, while me being in present, couldn't do anything for any bit.
always thought that i'm not good enough, and now, coming to this state. i beg to differ.
it's the other way round, he's not good enough! he'd made me turned into this person, when i looked into the mirror; i couldn't recgonise.
thank you yea. i never wanna get back into this life of ours. the best i wish for you.
All the orderals I've been put through. @
9:04 PM
i miss my friends, but somehow we're all different in many ways. not that we don't get along, it's just that somewhere down along the road, everybody will tend to stray away.
i'm just too tired of everything; been wasting this farking life away.
nothing much to blog. bye.
time to get off. @
7:28 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i'm not a maid, mind you. i told you; i'll be away for the weekend.
let's just see if you'll behave, i wouldn't know even if you tell me though. LOLS.
the trust isn't there anymore, it's long gone. let alone the love; ballshit i say.
well, i'm happy that the others are leading a fine and happy life. i'm glad to see that they're doing great, whilst i've got nothing much to comment.
and i've been hanging out with my brother and his friends for quite a bit recently, most weekends spent at SKY; all the late nights out, laughters and 'scandals'.
WOOTS!
life's definitely taking a huge toll on me, but i ain't gonna give in any bit. i'mma bite my teeth and press on further, i rule my life instead of it ruling me.
Let us say goodbye.
@
11:32 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
the call of freedom, the sound of joy, it seems so far from me.
victor said that i don't smile like before; guessed i've lost it somewhere along the road.
i'm feeling the singlehood overwhelming me, it's still not over, i'm always being reminded of.
what's the difference i ask myself, i could give no answer to it. numb is all i can tell.
@
12:00 AM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
time and again;
i've been lied too.
i'm just way too too far past disappointment.
why wouldn't you all spare me?
why do you all make me feel so fucking dumb?!
*cries*
Now I know,trust no one. Really.
@
1:25 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
blame myself. for being so stupid, for being so softhearted, for being me.
i should have held on to that decision, and turned away. but just why did i give in again?
i don't understand me, where did i go?
why am i always the one? always the one who's in the wrong, the one who's falling behind, the one who's putting up with all the shitstuffs.
how can i forget the mission that i gave myself today; it's like just a simple task, and hell i've put myself through again.
it's true, i'm numb already; to you.
i thanked the people who talked to me last night, i've been a disappointment. i'm sorry, i've no idea what's got into me.
i just wanna be myself, and it's always not good enough for everyone. i can't be a prefect being, nobody can.
stop the stress. it's taking a big toll on me, i can feel the tension building already.
just a bit more time, it'll burst like a balloon. that'll be the end for everything.
Enough nonsense. @
5:56 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
i guessed it's about time, everything's changed.
we all have our life to lead, and no one's gonna obstract the other now.
since nothing means anything, let go.
singlehood would be good for me now, with all the fun i can have. drink,club,outings and all the things i've been missing out, i'mma get them all back.
i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this way, but i reckon nobody would bother anyway. who cares.
i feel like i'm the only real being, all the others are just imaginary creatures.
heck it. i'm gone.
@
11:25 PM
30th June 2007-Saturday.
slept at 9am, and woke up at 1pm.
slacked,chatted,and lunched; before xiaowei went home to prepare for our shopping trip, which turned out to be window-shopping for me.
headed out at about 5pm, told papi to transfer funds at about 3 in the noon, only to get it at 10 in the night.
popped by sky with the same group on friday, except this time round we've got one more person; brother's girlfriend.
went to velvet dragon for a while, and i saw energizer again! but he don't remember me, and he's nice; help me waded off a guy who wanted to dance with me.
only restriction is that girl. she's brought her own family down to club la, her mother,brother and his girlfriend; seeming very proud. -.-
left when daddy made a sudden appreance at sky, and waited for me to exit from velvet dragon. hanged out a bit at sky, before daddy packed us off in cabs.
brother sent me to one fullerton, 'cause apple wanted to club. and it's babyface with the regulars.
the guitarist is a shy cutie! we made a hell load of eye contact and shy smiles, until apple said that she can't take it anymore. LOLS.
got home at 6, showered and off to bed.
1st July 2007-Sunday.
woke up at 1pm, daddy's home. showered and out we go.
to NUH first, visit step-granddad; he's in the ICU.
he seems to be in a dangerous state, tubes poking into him, and he's immue system isn't working alr. he's breathing with the help of the machines, everyone thinks that he wouldn't be able to make it through. ):
lavender food square for lunchers, ordered a lot of food, but it was quite a disappointment.
drove mummy to buy some hair products, and daddy dropped us off at far east for shopping, while he try his luck out at the racecourse.
wanted to buy a pair of shoes, but they don't carry small sizes, and i convinced brother to buy one for himself. hahas.
tabs were all on daddy, it's about 230 bucks i guess. not too much, 'cause we only bought a few things.
as for me, i bought 2 pairs of jeans, 2 loop-earrings and a watch.
dinner was pretty nice, with a lot of food again, and perhaps we're going to hold grands' birthday there.
got home, put the tape in to record the harry potters, and drifted off to dreamland.
that was about 8pm, and i woke up at 2am. with nothing to do and yet i can't sleep, so i'm here blogging.
and i'm glad! i managed to put down everything that i wanted! (:
Let the tables turn. @
3:23 AM
SKY! HOME! @
2:58 AM
boring friday, just meeting up in the morning, tuition in the noon.
watch the box for a while, had pizza and kfc delivery for dinner; since mom's out. and out for some pubbing session; SKY!
got there around 11 plus, with my brother,xiaowei and yongqie. and i left for gotham at around 3 plus, poor shima babe's feeling evil; broke up with her boyfriend of 8 years.
accompanied her till the club closed, sean was there, and i felt rather uneasy. thus i was like moving around abit, and this guy who claims that i look familiar and all, bought me 2 shots of tequila while sean bought the girls 1 each.
they wanted supper, but i didn't. so i met up with the underlings to go back to my place; we had a lovely session! hahas.
We can't be bothered anymore,right? @
2:47 AM
well well, i seems to have a lot to blog about. and let's just hope that i would be able to pen down everything, maybe not in one post though. hahas.
let's start off with the return of pat from taiwan. the following wednesday, we went out for some nightlife, and gotham was where we were.
ma lovely regulars were there, and so as always, drinks are being taken care of.
two vodka carnberry, a 3 shot long island tea, had set pat-y to forget everything that happened that night.
that includes constant tugging at my top, mind you; i was in a tube that day. it was so embrassing, it's like gonna give off anytime!
one guy even came up to ask if we're ok and are we lesbian. like -.- she's my cousin and she's drunk, i'm just taking care of her, did we look like we're going to make out right at that spot?
and so, after drinking at gotham, we went to MOS.
pat, we didn't spent 10 mins on the dance floor. i think it's less than 5 mins only.
and the rest of the time, about one hour plus, was spent int he toilet.
with her puking into the toiletbowl, flooding the sink with water and toilet paper. couldn't get her friend to come get us, so i got my friend instead.
sent her back home, and i guess she knock out in the toilet. giving a fright to her family the next morning, and i was being screamed at. LOLS.
she must be aching all over, 'cause she had a number of falls, and she pulled me down with her in some.
hope she's feeling a lot better now, and control the drinking! =p @
2:28 AM
it started with this,
'cause i'm utterly bored.
with a picture of my unglam brother doing his project.
and xiaowei assissting him.
very soon,we're in cahoots. 
me messing with her name,
and her doreamon pouch (the middle-finger wasn't on intention).
i was still bored after that,so we called the mcdelivery for munchies.
this is the aftermath of my doings,while waiting for the eats,Yongqie and Space to come. 
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