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Monday, October 30, 2006

people are so scary;
just too extreme to be explained.
i'm so afraid of the people around,
they're all like devil in disguise.

they are all so selfish,
or rather to the extend of being self-centred.
i know,
they're nice souls out there.

but what happened?
peer pressure could change a person,
and putting up with things too much could do the same too.

why do things have to turn out this way?
what had it gone so wrong?
it's all so fake.

believe me or the others;
that's all i've got to say.
i'm way too tired and sick for all these,
i don't need to go through these shit.

never explain.
for those who are with you;
don't need itand those who are against you;
wouldn't believe and understand anyway.

@ 1:27 PM

it doesn't pay to be nice,
not at all.
humans are just so superficial and shallow,
they simply love to add salt to the wounds.

they can act like they're oh-so-nice and click-so-well with you,
but once they're behind ya back,
the bitching begins;
backstabbing.

where are the people when you need them the most?
where the hell are they?
they're scampering around looking elsewhere for happennings,
instead of accompanying you through it.

who are the great ones who would sit and listen to you when you need some company?
if there is,how many?
sincere ones?

i seriously don't understand why do people find pleasure in doing all those low-down acts,
it's just plain useless.
come and bad-mouth about me right in my face;
you know that i so can take it.
whatever you say wouldn't put me down and out.

have you people ever played the passing message game?
those who haven't played it before,
ask around about how it's play and learn more about it,
and play it;
it's a fun game.

as for those who played it before,
you jolly well knows how the game goes,
the message being passed out isn't the same one that's being reported in the end.
why so?

it's because,
people add and minus words here and there,
giving the message another whole new meaning,
other than that of being out.

it's just funny that the ones encountering the incident would twist their words around too,
mind you,
they're involve as well.
who's the attention seeking person here now?

i think i'm too naive,
to trust people easily and being treated like that now.
did they even bother to stand up to the shit that is against you,
telling you that will do them wrong if you're told about it.
POSERS!

go ahead and carry on with the things you're doing now,
something i can say is;
YOU PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ME,
SO DO NOT ACT AS IF YOU KNOW LOTS ABOUT ME;
YOU'RE JUST MAKING YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A 'CHICKEN'.

i'm so sick,
lost my voice already.
i need nobody.

@ 2:02 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

lazy.. will blog soon!!! (:

@ 6:24 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

steamboat fun yesterday...
connie even came over to dine;
my brother invited her over.
LOLS.

we shared lotsa jokes and laughters during the dinner.
when my dad call,
we make loud noisy to be irritating;
namely me.

i really enjoyed myself with my family.
the company is great!!!
i want more more!!!!

and ya,
i had my O levels science practical exam today;
in Yuan Ching Secondary School.
waited for 1 and a half hours for that exam to commerce.

we're quarratined;
in any case that the questions of the paper would be revealed to the others.
just too bad.

i screwed it up a bit,
by forgetting to bring my calculator.
hence with the remaining time i have,
i did the working out.

overall,
the paper is not bad;
still ok,
can do.

but damn the weather,
way tooooooo hot.
no fans were allowed during the exam,
we're all sweating like pigs.
*oink oink oink*

head home straight after the exam,
shun away for the open;
haze and sun.
totally cannot stand it.
ahhhhhhhh~

sighs~

@ 6:56 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

lalalas~
yesterday,
i went for dinner with my family;
mom,2 brothers and me.

i made a reservation at the frontier's sakae sushi,
mom's not into japanese food,
but still enjoyed the dinner nevertheless.

the food we had mounted to about $105;
after 10% discount.
expensive but worth it,
cause the company is great.

we had a lot of laugthers and all.
after dinner,
we did a little of shopping;
had lotsa fun.

i wish that we'll have more of this fun and laughters often.
((:

i love my family.~

@ 1:10 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

i'm currently on the phone with my dearest gundu samy.
hahas.
he ask me not to blog if i'm too tired or lazy.
he's just so sweet to me la.

when i say i wanted something,
he would say he will get it for me.
so nice~
i feel so pampered with him.

i remember one mid-night around 3 or 4 am,
i was craving for chicken porridge,
he asked to get it for me.

two days ago,
when i was lazy to get my dinner,
HE CAME OVER JUST TO GET ME and brother DINNER.
good eh..
hees~

he make me feel so like a princess.
lalalas.
went to IMM for some stuffs and he carried all my shopping bags,
even offered to pay but i declined.

he's always looking out for me and all.
afraid that things will happen to me,
or i'll tire out myself;
etc etc.

even though we have disputes,
we've overcome it;
knowing that we care and things will be fine.
(:

i know that he'll read my blog,
thus i wanna give him a suprise here.
kekes.

SUPRISED??!??!

last but not least,
honey ah,
i haven't see bunny for some time le.
when are you gonna bring him to see me?

i'm his baby girl.~

@ 10:09 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

I'M OFFICIALLY WITHOUT A MAID NOW!
oh my goodness.

it's not that i can't live without a maid,
i'm not as pampered as you people think i am.
i does my own chores too alright;
but with the help of my maid mostly.

for the time being,
there's no maid at my place.
chores are assigned to everyone of us in the family.
LET'S HAVE FUN DOING HOUSEWORK,CHUAs!

nonetheless,
i'll try to persaude my dad to get a maid.
looking at my family,
a maid is needed.

i don't deny that i do wanna live in comfort,
but look at my folks in the house;
my grandparents and mum.
things will be extremely hard on us.

gonna get busy le,
exams, home and etc etc.

church-y~

@ 12:46 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

sing to the tune of barbie girl:
i'm a happy girl,
in a ugly world.
life is spastic,
yet fantastic.

i feel like i had accomplished something,
the feeling is AWESOME.
i feel good~

ask me why,
and i'll tell you why.
hees~

it's because,
jurongville secondary is having their gradution dinner tonight.
and my mum's friend wanted me to help her daughter make-up.

it's been long since i doll someone up;
including myself.
hahas.
=x

so,
the girl came at 4.30pm just now;
to get her make-over done.

i got busy,
magic was performed.
*poof*

an ugly duckling had turned into a beautiful swan in the end.
i don't mean that she got those cannot-make-it look;
she's only a plain jane though.
but after the applying of colors,
she could make someone look at her after once.

that's why,
i'm in such a good mood.
lalalalalas~

making someone look nice,
prasing non stop;
makes me feel nice too!

somehow,
i miss my gradution night last year.

@ 5:56 PM

yesterday,
i went to the salon.
and clipped off my fringe.

i got my hair trimmed,
and my fringe shortened.
it's uber short now.

when i first saw it,
i was feeling a bit happy;
because i had finally changed my hair.

but after waking up;
to look myself in the mirror this morning,
i didn't wanna pin-point it.

for i know that,
if i start pin-pointing,
i don't know when i'll stop.
and it's already done,
what could be done with it now.

thus i should learn to live with this toot hairstyle,
maybe wear a pair of glasses along with it,
hoping that it'll grow longer fast;
finally BE A GEEK!

wooolalas~

@ 10:02 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

well well,
i think i'm good enough eh?
to make up for my irregular blogging,
i mostly blog more than once;
i'm a good blogger aye?
hees...

i had an experience today,
that maybe not everybody had a chance to have.
it's simply wonderful.
can you guess what is it?

YES!
it's the DHL HOT-AIR BALLOON!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!~

what's even more great is that connie and me ride that thing FREE!
isn't that awesome?
hahahas.

views from the balloon~

the duration lasted about 10 minutes?
and we were suspended 150 metres above the ground.
but fun,
we had.
((:

it costs S23$ for an adult,
S13$ for 3-12 years old children,
and S2$ for children under 3 years old.

so you see that the hot-air balloon is suitable for all ages,
but do consult your doctor if you have enquires about the ride,
and take precautionary measures.

to be continue...

@ 11:57 PM

continue...

ma dad came to pick us up at outram park mrt station,
while we're on the way back home.
thus connie joined my family at dinner.

we dined at boon lay shopping centre,
the food there is not bad,
and it's definitely filing.

after dinner,
dad headed off back to work,
and connie went home.

we all had a fruitful day!

feeling tired,
will be turning in early.

oh,
say good-bye to my current hairstyle.
i'm going to the salon tomorrow!

more pictures will be up soon.

looking forward~

@ 11:06 PM

ahhhh... okays~
i admit!!
i was lazy,
too lazy and tired to blog.
that's why there's no entry.

101006;
i'm so not gonna return to that place's long john silver to eat anymore.
(if you wanna know where,let me know,i'll tell you.)
THAT PLACE IS BAD!!!!
i'm so offend!!!!

they seems to serve uncooked food to customers or food that had turned cold,
how to eat in this way?
what if the customer gets sick after comsuming it,
are they going to bear the responsbility?

clam chowder was served cold and in the wrong size,
what's the explaination to this?
what i gotta say is,
i'm felt disappointed with all these.

what's more to make it worse was that the service of the staffs were horrible.
when being walked into,
they don't get to work immediately;
instead they were still joking and playing around.
they seemed reluctant when working too.

when i asked for my soup to be changed into a warm one,
once again;
they served me a cold one.
they asked for 10 minutes grace,
and i gave them,
what's the outcome i get back in return?

my uncooked food was brought back to be fried again,
and when it's back to me,
guess what it turned out to be.
it's nearly charred.

third time my soup was served,
yes;it's warm.
but the taste is not there,
and they're suspect to spit in the food.

maybe i'm thinking too much,
but we'll never know what had they done to our food when it's not visible to us.

i admit i'm a fussy eater and perhaps i'm really thinking too much.
but it's not that i'm trying to make their lives difficult,
i saw a woman asking for the manager and walked out angrily after that;
what does that mean?

look at the way how that outlet is being operated,
it's a terrible let-down,
i shall not go there again.

ps/:may i know where i can get to so that that outlet will not repeat all these things again?
it'll save the people there from all troubles,no doubts. i wanna make a complaint.

*fumes*

@ 10:32 PM

been busy...
will blog soon!!
((:

stay tuned!!!
lalalalas~

@ 6:18 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

pictures of the steamboat outing!!

not all of the BOOM-ers here,but most are.
we had fun!
victor took the pictures,thus he's not in any photos.
((:

girls power in BOOM!
a pity, no guys group photos.
LOLS.
ps/:nutnut's image is blurred;scary.

the "baits" of BOOM.
hahas.
we had a tough night that day.
phew~

Everyone practically went to the steamboat for the both of them in the picture. In black; Adrain, the channel owner for he's going to serve the nation on 101006 and it's his last outing before he gets enlisted. In white; Gui Qin also known as fire`lala, everyone wanted a glimspe of him and well, i got nothing much to say about it. =x

not much shots taken,but hell loads of fun we had;i reckon. :)

@ 11:35 PM

yesterday;sunday,
i went to a place.
where part of my childhood was spent,
where i was brought out to kite-flying sessions every weekend,
where i fell in love with the steam-egg dish,
where i sat on an orange and squashed it,
where i was the ever first to be rocked to sleep on the hammock (below).

it was the 1 month celebration of my cousin; Goh Shu Hui. she's so lovely!!!
cake redemption,Bengawan Solo.
before guests arrive,when the guest were here;all are busy. she sure knows how to sleep in comfort,must carry in hands till soundly asleep then can put in the cot.

to be continue...

@ 11:20 PM

continued...

soundly asleep.
shhhh...~

she's a sweetie,ain't she?

@ 10:15 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Randoms...

another of my favorite picture during the runway,finally got it uploaded. ((:

kitty and me;bump into her at marina bay while waiting for my BOOM-ERS.
ps/:i look fat!LOLS.

@ 1:51 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

ahhh...
the previous post wasn't being published.
i did update,
but shit happens.

well,
it's okay anyway.

yesterday was one fun fun day.
really getting excited and all,
to meet ma loves;
for steamboat and stuffs.

went out early to meet wilson,fiona and athrun.
went to walk a bit and eat in town,
afterwhich met up with glenda and her boyfriend.

procceed to marina bay mrt station to meet up with the rest of the people who's going for the outing.
only to meet jedi,rome and carrin there,
bump into my ex-secondary school mates coincidentally.
nil was already waiting for us at the bus-stop outside the arcade when we alighted.
headed to have games in the arcade while waiting for the others to arrive.

shortly,
bella,mrsjoshq and johannes came.
while we're seated at zheng fa,
naush,roy,gatsby,victor and bronson came.
but only naush,roy and gatsby eat with us.

victor and bronson went to have coffee session at the nearby coffeeshop,
guiqin and jasmine joined them later on.
group photos were taken.
hees.

some left early after the steamboat,
while the rest of us transported to esplanade for some fun!

hahas.
there was a despo waiting there to meet me and carrin,
the rest of our group act as passer-bys and all.
honey wilson was always keeping a look out for me,
while nil look out for carrin and walked around.

poor carrin and me had to run from an end of the esplanade to the other;
as the group confronted that despo.
there're about 15 of us?
LOLS.

i think that guy must have been scared out of his wits.
he keep wanting to go elsewhere and do funny business.
but hell;
he's going nowhere except home,
after waiting nearly 2 hours for us.

noc was there to meet us after that,
and some of us accompanied her to eat;
while the rest don't go where.

wilson and i was having some problems,
and settled it all when the group dispersed.
joined the people who are at fiona's place to chill later.

came home at about 7am?
once again,
dead tired and knocked out.

mum forced me to get out of bed at 1pm,
was still feeling worn out.
thus when she went out at 2 plus just now,
i went back to bed.

hahas.
no dinner tonight,
gonna settle it myself.

blog again,
and will post up the pictures too!
ciaos~

@ 5:56 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

i wonder...
what would he gain from all the things he do.

the pictures in friendster,
the paragraphs of words in everywhere that he could pinned;
even on msn nick.

what's the use of doing all these things?
i just find it irritating or it doesn't even bother me much.

thinking that i could be the back-up spare tyre?
fat hope man.
long ago,
he ain't in my heart anymore.

thanks to him.
now i fear;
have lotsa phobias in me.

the hurling abuses that never end,
the repeating quarrels over small nothings.
i so had enough of it,
it ended.

but from then till now,
he's still pestering me.

be it not directly,
he's doing it indirectly in any way.
i simply hate it la.

not that i wanna notice it or anything like that,
the mouth of others,
will do the job;
pass the message around and soon it travel to my ears.

i'm so sick and tired of him la.
fancy having no future with that girl,
he can say that;
he don't know what he's doing,
that girl got boyfriend,
blah blah blah yaddah yaddah yaddah.

and come to conclude that he only have me in his heart,
and all the shit stuffs.
please wake up la...
need a slap to help?!

as if i give a damn,
he still wanna stick around.
imma not care,
we're nothing at all since long.

i don't need to spell out who is it aye?
everyone knows how things were and are,
knows who he is i supposed too.

it's obvious,
no need to think also can.
-.-

i just wanna be a happy girl.
my silly boy and our silly bunny.
(:

@ 3:28 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

hmmm....
i'm back to update..
hees...
it's been some time...
=p

last friday,
i went over to fiona's place.
that was hell fun man.
everybody there enjoyed themselves darn much,
i'm sure.

we lured a guy from IRC out to meet up,
for some 'fun'.
but the plan was otherwise,
there was sure fun,
but it's only fun to us;
not him.

LOLS.
how dumb can he be la,
middle of the night come and meet girl,
only to find that he got punked.
still can message and act as normal after that.
dumb-ass~

came home only in the morning,
and sleep in till about 3 in the noon.
head out for dinner with naush.

met carrin up after dinner.
danial and tommy drop by to say hi.
went singing with carrin,
with no plans in mind after walking aimlessly.

after singing,
roamed the streets,
waited for her boyfriend to fetch her and i head home.
got home aroung 3 plus in the night.

woke up and laze about till about 3pm.
but halfway through my sleep,
my mum force me outta bed to wash the balcony.
cause my doggie anyhow pee-d.

wilson came over to accompany me.
we're going for movie with carrin and bronson at cineleisure later.
perhaps they're having mahjong over at my place after movie.
((:

nightmare is here.~

@ 7:46 PM