The Missy ;

# Anabelle Jolyn
# 4th May
# Her Daddy's Princess
# dorty_blurry_jolyn@hotmail.com (friendster)
# ask me for my MSN

Laud ;

# The Most High
# Family
# Friends
# Being a missy girl.
# Those who're hunky-dory to me

Denounce ;

# Feeling negative.
# Things that don't go the right way.
# Calls and texts not being respond.
# Being admonish.
# Backaches.

Wishes-licious ;

# Make wishes/dreams all come true for me.
# Be myself.
# More time for everything.
# All to be healthy and happy.
# Him*

Glory Exits;

Audrey
Benn-y
Bella
Carrin
Chin How
Connie
Eric
Ezzah
Gabby
Haryanti
Jordon
Jowy
May May
Ming Hui
My old blog
Noc Vvyne
Noel
Patrichio
Shankra
Wei Yuan Xiao Shu
XiaoWei
Ying Ling
Yu Wen
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Freedom of speech ;




Song picked. ;

Lyrics penned. ;

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.

It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.

It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.

And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm

I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.

It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.

Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

i wince when i felt my heart aches, it aches with a thump a little too hard. i dont feel well, i'm afraid i'll lose myself. it scares me, i couldn't tell. i can't let anyone be worried for me, i've gotta be on my own at some times.

these days, the past's back. it's all haunting me all over again, right from the day high school ends. there're too many things to go over, but never did i burdened anyone with it. i chosed not to share, not that i'm not open. but it's a horrible feeling to have all the shit coming back to you full force again.

i'm sorry for i am me. i may appear to strong on the outside, but on the inside, i'm just too weak. i've to put on a mask for fear that i'll be hurt, and never be able to get up once more.

there's a little girl,
whose dress been stained with blood.
hiding in a dark corner,
holding her legs close to her chest.
her hair was messy and tangled,
her head hung low.
i tried to call out to her,
there was no response.
i held out my hand and walked towards her,
she just remained in place,
i put my arms around her and bring her close to me,
tidied her hair and hold her head up.
tears stung my eyes when i saw her face,
for i know she'll never be okay again.
she was robbed of her everything;
she had no trust, no faith, no innocence,
no nothing in her anymore.
the little girl is me;
impassive says it all.

@ 1:38 AM