I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.
It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.
It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.
And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.
Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm
I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.
It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.
Monday, March 10, 2008
i realised. i'm not a happy person. too much have been weighing down on me; my own problems and the problems/secrets of others. i'm way too sick and tired of everything, sometimes i just wish that i can put it all down and go to somewhere far away.
no more lies please. i'm really sinking in due to the lies. i can take whatever shit that's happening, just not the lies. how i hate to be lied to, and yet all of you have to do is lie to me. it's pushing me to the edge, i might just jump anytime. nobody's gonna hold me back at the time.
there are things that i know, but i couldn't tell. i have to keep it to myself, and when it comes to facing the person related to the matter, i feel bad. very bad. what if i just burst, what would the outcome be?
am i just no-one or nothing? do i not worth a change in life? they say leopard wouldn't change its spots, but i really hope it'll just remain a saying.
i love everyone that's closed to me. i wouldn't wanna exchange anything for anyone of them. but if i were to be cornered by any of the loved ones, i wouldn't hestiate to let go anymore. else, it'll cause more hurt to me.
i know, in this way. i'm just being selfish. but have ever wondered? who's the one who'd started all the nonsense that had me to no choice but go? it's time to do some thinking; reflect.
i used to love. i used to give my all. but all i got back in return was unhappiness. the tears of sadness, the feeling of lost; not knowing what to do, the false front of not knowing anything and willing to put up with anything.
just why wouldn't anyone tell me the truth? i'm sorry people, i didn't listen to you. it's only right that i got myself hurt, i couldn't blame anyone. everything that's befall me, i deserve it. i brought it all upon myself.
maybe i was beyond stupid, i dont know what's wrong with me. had a boyfriend who lied to me all the time. he lied to me about meetings and went to meet girls. he would always tell me that it's work related stuffs which were untrue. he even bedded a girl and i forgave him. how dumb could i get, just tell me.
all along, i know what's he's up to. but never did i confront him, i dont know why. and so, i gave all that i could give. now, i'm stuck in the the dark, still living in the past hurts. i tried to get out out it, i tried to trust but each time, i'm just being hit again and again. back will i fall again, adding more scared factors in.
i'm sorry, i know it's not fair. but i dont know what can i do. i couldn't talk about it; no one would understand, no one knows how i feel. i feel myself breaking down, not sure when but i think it's soon. i'll try to hold out for as long as i can.
