Saturday, May 26, 2007
i've just realised,
and asked myself;
when am i really happy?
i can't think of any time at the moment.
those times when i thought i was happy,
it didn't turned out to be what i expected.
it seems like i'm always driving on,
but end up being accused of.
i'm so sick of all these shit la,
seriously.
i farking want my life back on track,
all those dumb things i've put myself through;
it's enough.
it's all a torture,
don't say it's the same to you,
'cause i don't blardy see that.
i'm always the one giving,
the one doing,
and everything.
sitting around and boss,
slack and be lazy,
oh my,
when did it became me?
you never fail to me make feel so pissed,
but yet what can i do?
i can't friggin' do anything,
sometimes i wish i could just pack and go;
really.
there's nothing to hold on to actually,
nothing at all.
i've done so much,
waste so much.
no way can i bring all those back,
all thanks to you.
it's always you you you and you!
when did you ever thought about the others?
all you do it flare up,
don't wait till that day,
i'll just do the same to you.
you wouldn't want that,
'cause i'll make you sound so bad,
and make you lose everything.
you may think i'm not capable of that now,
and what,
you don't know me at all i tell you.
LOLS.
i'm losing myself.
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3:43 AM
