Friday, March 09, 2007
i've just blog-hop a little,
i love reading others blog.
it's so nice to know that they're doing well,
staying joyful and all.
it somehow bright me up too,
if they're all good and nice.
but it brings me down with them too,
if they're facing problems and feeling emo.
it's all just the parts and parcels of life,
a phrase of life that everyone goes through.
i hope that the happiness would last forever,
and the sadness would go in less than a split second that happened.
lionel's my brother's new name,
now cloud's out.
like duh?
he'd never stick to a name before,
and doesn't follow the letter 'a' in the family.
so the family went to vivocity today!
daiso,ben&jerry,crystal jade;
spent a wholesome amount today.
dinner alone cost $320,
shopping at daiso mounted to $60.
daddy gave us monies;
and that too burnt a hole.
the 5 of us sat at ben & jerry's,
sharing a 3 scooped sundae ice cream.
how nice is that picture?
i just hearts family day la!!
((:
but well,
compared to the past years' family days,
i would like to go back to the past very much.
those memories~
when we were still staying with the grams,
daddy and mommy worked late into the night,
sometimes even till morning.
i would sleep in the living room with gonggong,
and if daddy comes home early,
he'll pull the mattress that i'm sleeping on into the room.
put the covers on and kiss me goodnight.
dad started sailing the seas and coming home once in a while when i was still very young,
about 5 or 6?
at then,
he still had plenty of time on hand to come home.
as we moved to the current place,
daddy would sometimes come home at the wees hours.
i would always know when he come home and enter my room,
i can feel his presence.
till then,
he would still kiss me goodnight and help me put the blankets on.
sometimes,
i wish i was still the little girl of his.
being able to be carried around in his arms,
popping far too many cheeries into my mouth when he bring me along to his boys' night out.
those were the days that seems so far away.
it made me not wanting to grow up,
but remain as that daddy's princess always.
remember the time where you've gotta borrow cash from your friend just to buy toys for me,
walk to and back from work?
we were so poor back then.
mommy was always caning us,
and we're always locked in the room;
'cause granny didn't really like us.
it's all over now.
but papi,
can all these sweetness come back?
except for the bad times we've been through.
you've not been home for a night like for eons.
i long to know more about you,
i'm sorry for the times i've let you down and made you cry.
know that,
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DADDY.i'm sorry readers,
for this post became too emotional all of a sudden.
i just can't stop it like how the tears kept flowing,
as i type.
so alright,
on the track now.
i should go to bed soon,
tomorrow's an early day to start with.
i'm looking forward to tutoring my girls on saturday already!
(:
i'm currenly listening to mia's favorite song;
I don't like to sleep alone-Paul Anka.
I LOVE YOU TOO MUMMY.thanks for all these moments,
till now;
for standing by and love me.
it's just too much for words to say.
Hit rewind,and pause at our favorite parts.
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