The Missy ;

# Anabelle Jolyn
# 4th May
# Her Daddy's Princess
# dorty_blurry_jolyn@hotmail.com (friendster)
# ask me for my MSN

Laud ;

# The Most High
# Family
# Friends
# Being a missy girl.
# Those who're hunky-dory to me

Denounce ;

# Feeling negative.
# Things that don't go the right way.
# Calls and texts not being respond.
# Being admonish.
# Backaches.

Wishes-licious ;

# Make wishes/dreams all come true for me.
# Be myself.
# More time for everything.
# All to be healthy and happy.
# Him*

Glory Exits;

Audrey
Benn-y
Bella
Carrin
Chin How
Connie
Eric
Ezzah
Gabby
Haryanti
Jordon
Jowy
May May
Ming Hui
My old blog
Noc Vvyne
Noel
Patrichio
Shankra
Wei Yuan Xiao Shu
XiaoWei
Ying Ling
Yu Wen
The Flashes ;

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May 2008
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November 2008
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009


Freedom of speech ;




Song picked. ;

Lyrics penned. ;

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.

It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.

It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.

And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm

I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.

It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.

Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Need to blog, need to blog, need to blog.

Have been really down on my luck recently. Everything just seems so wrong, and nothing goes the right way. Friends, family, health, simply anything and everything. All going downhill.

I've got a new hairdo, like 3 days ago. It looks like I've encountered some bombing, and my hair suffered. LOL

Now now, all the late nights and heaty stuffs I've been taking, resulting me falling sick. Cough's quite bad, and nose gets blocked a few times. It's really irritating. I hope I don't come down with a fever though. That'll be real bad.

A few birthday celebrations here and there. There sure are alot of year end babies huh. Feels good to be able to be part of the company of celebrations. Eases the mood and all.

Oh, my back's peeling. It's like 2 weeks after the sentosa trip and now it's happening. haha. Everyone's comnplaining about me being tan, is it not a good thing? Not a healthier look meh? Weird, people always have things to say. LOL

Anyway, I'm off to paint my bare nails. In case I snap them all short to showing flesh, which I'm really close to do. They're really short now. HAHA. Have a good night and an awesome weekend, guys(:

@ 11:20 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

I've no idea how to put everything into words and I don't know just how to do it. I'm still feeling like shit. Maybe I'm being hate now, but that's just what I deserved.

@ 9:30 PM


I haven't slept since I woke on Saturday noon. Today've been a long and tiring day, time just seems to pass by really slowly. And I feel really down deep inside.

Alot of people must have hate me now; all the commotions and everything that happened last night outside the club. It must have ruined everyone's night. I hereby thank all who're present helping out and I'm really sorry to have caused so much trouble.

I'm really grateful to have nice people staying by me when things go haywire, I really am. I didn't know my tears would bring on so much. If it only result in hurt, I promise I'd never shed a drop ever again.

What happened yesterday've been replaying itself again and again in my mind throughout the whole time. I don't know what can I do to make things better, I guess I don't have a chance to do it too. But still, I would like to ask for forgiveness regarding what happened. I didn't mean for it to happen.

@ 2:18 AM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

突然想用中文打字,不知道为什么。还是第一次耶!哈哈。一定有许多人看不懂吧。就这样吧,我有一点无聊。呵呵。要去睡觉了,不然明早起不来去游永。晚安,再会!(:

@ 3:09 AM

Friday, November 13, 2009

Once again, it's still best kept within me.

@ 5:55 AM


Hellos bloggie(: My hand's numb, and I think it's an amazing thing; how it happened and feels etc. hahas. I'm not out of my mind but somehow, i like it. LOL

Some things have been happening around and in the family recently. I'm glad I've got support from a few close ones, couldn't ask for more. Thank you(: Though I'm somehow at my lowest now, but it doesn't stop me from feeling positive. I'd always try to distract myself if I know I'm going on the wrong side of thoughts. Happy that it works most of the time!

I'm getting more and more bruises nowadays, it's pretty bad. I've got this blue black on my back of the thigh, it's so hideous. Like totally black and painful. I've got to wear something long to cover my bottom half of the body recently. It's so not a good sight. I pray that it'd all recover soon enough.

And did I say I've started exercising? haha. Everyone was like shocked; they asked what happened, what motivated the lazy ass that they know and etc. LOL. I went swimming, twice in 2 weeks; did 24 laps each time. And I'm feeling good about myself! I can do it! I know it's like only once a week but at least I'm making the effort right?! I'll definitely up the number of times and laps I swim in no time(:

Sad thing, my line got cut today. Outstanding bills, gotta find ways to pay and get it back. ARGH~ Quite a handful I know are going through the broke process, it's not good. I'm so not used to it too. But what to do.... Hope everything would pick up soon(: All the best!

Getting late already, I should go prepare for bed and cultivate the feel to sleep soon. Have a good night, people. Much love(:

@ 4:32 AM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

I feel like blogging, there's so much to say. But I just couldn't put them into words and I can't blog about it. My heart...

@ 5:20 PM

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Post 720.

I just showered and ate maggie mee as meal of the day. How sad ya? But it's ok, really. Couldn't afford anything else, I'm too broke. Just watched Nancy Drew on HBO, it's nice! I'd always love the novels when I was younger. All the investigating of cases, detective yo!

Ouch, the back of my thigh hurts quite badly. There's a huge blueblack and it's swollen. I guess no mini, shorts and those that reveal skin on the bottoms for the time being till the bruises heal. lol.

Don't understand how i'm always inflicted with brusies when I go to club. But for the current ones, I do know la. It's because of the commotion at St James last night. Stupid desperate people. shan't talk about it.

Still contemplating about my plans tonight. Maybe I should just stay home for a change, and mummy might be happy. But on the other hand, I've got nothing to do at home and I might just die. LOL. So I'm still contemplating....

Till here for now, I'm going to watch Big Momma's House 2 on Channel 5 already(:

@ 6:54 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

Sigh. There's so much I wanna say, but I just cant seem to put it down into words.

Who's that girl, so rowdy but yet, she's got your attention. She made you go 'Wow', she made you want to know her. How you just seem to notice her at each visit and when she's not there, you were affected. How you came up with nicknames for her friends and her when you knew none of them, the way you looked at them moved. The excitement when you found her, when you knew her. Where'd it all gone to? Has it all disappeared into thin air? Have you ever wondered if you were still the same, if you've not known her. Maybe things should have just stayed at her; being the pokerdot girl.

@ 3:47 AM